Possibly Could Be

Gone with the wind all my hopes went flying, searching for the nevermind reasons to fall apart.. in the dessert of my silence a tree of wisdom was growing while the holy sun was watching keeping it far from die.. there was a way along the river and on its joy was diving mine and on the above blind sky from clearness there was a heart beating, a bird singing, a girly whisper or some intention to cry.. but on its blue courtain, where the blue was still warmer.. all I needed there it was.. my heart was beating, my voice was singing, I was then whispering with my face shaping a smile.

No way to turn back the ashes... Overcoming upon regret, once again and so systematically does not give you rest nor make you feel you can control the whole stage. Sometimes things just get a bit of a mess as far as you keep trying to change a situation, to fix the unfixable, but in that try hit only you result in trouble, only you result in pain and then things are still the same, with no changes, no rules to guide you in, because you did try it but not wish it really even if your so ignored heartfelt wish was there.  Controversy and fear are now welcome into the house of that conscience of yours, and that’s the first rule you disobeyed, and you know that was the pillar of life. Things can get thicker as you pass the way of rejection, assuming what you did not expect to assume at a first phase... but in that thickness of your mind you do not see an end or a beginning, and you keep sticking to that lost cause consuming every meaningful intention from inside. W e all want to f...